Over the last few weeks, God has been showing me how much I’ve wasted opportunities in my life. He has given me great benefits including Bible College, Seminary, wise counselors, access to Biblical preaching, and a many excellent books. He has constantly strengthened my faith and brought me back to a life of repentance. Despite all this, I’ve been slow to grow in godliness and knowledge of the scriptures. There have been so many days without real prayer, and so many days without any return to my Savior. When I consider how short this life is, I wish that I had made better use of God’s grace toward me.
God is patient, as the scriptures say he is “a God merciful and gracious, and abounding in steadfast love and faithfulness.” (Exodus 34:6) His patience is aimed at securing our repentance. (2 Peter 3:9) Even our repentance is a gift that God works in our hearts. (Acts 11:18; 2 Timothy 2:25) So, I’m reminded that Jesus Christ came to save sinners. His cross has taken away my sin and his righteousness now stands in my place. God accepts me, even though I am so slow to obey.
I’ve now resolved to make better use of the time that remains. Even though I’ve floundered for 10 years, I’m asking God to make my remaining 50 years (Lord willing) more fruitful. By his grace I hope to make the best use of every opportunity. I’ve prayed that God would use my failings to show the glory of his patience.
Friends, I’m writing this letter to encourage you. Maybe you share my struggles and haven’t made the best use of all the opportunities God has given you. Remember God’s patience and seek fresh help to change. Make time to be alone with God and pray, make confession, and seek grace. He is compassionate and knows our weakness.
Ephesians 5:15-16 Look carefully then how you walk, not as unwise but as wise, making the best use of the time, because the days are evil. (ESV)
